Every moment’s built to last
When you’re living without a past
My list of key albums continues with the (still) incredible double album Blinking Lights and Other Revelations by Eels. It seems 2005 was a critical year for my tastes in music. My sixth entry in this list is the third album from this year.
I was 22, doing my Master of Animation degree, but still working the checkout at Coles and making websites on the side. I was out seeing live music every other week and spent most of the rest of my free time coding and designing my own websites and crafting 3D short films.
Most crucially as far as this album is concerned, I was feeling a little lost with life. I knew I enjoyed 3D, computer games, and movies, and was doing very well at Uni – but I wasn’t sure yet if there was a future for me in it professionally. I’d lost my last remaining grandparent. I couldn’t talk to girls, let alone get one to go on a date – and as a friend at the time frequently added, I looked like a “foetus”, so I’m sure that didn’t help.
The last year-and-a-bit, the pandemic, the isolation, the loss of people from life, has brought up a lot of similar feelings to when I was 22 and I recently rediscovered Blinking Lights as a result. It’s just as soothing as back in 2005.
Nothing hurts
Like someone who knows
Everything about you
Leaving you behindAnd it’s a hard time
Last Time We Spoke
Trying to get through
All the days that drag on
Thinking about you
Melancholy is effectively the happiness of being sad. It’s also the word which captures Blinking Lights perfectly. Dark, sombre lyrics, dashed with just a sprinkling of hope and humour are layered over a bright and pretty sonic landscape. The album is paced beautifully and provides several (sometimes peculiar) instrumental moments where the listener has breathing room to ponder their own world.
Themes of death, loss, rejection, regret, and heartbreak are paired with admiration for the beauty of the world, be it the kindness of a pretty girl or the twinkle of car tail lights as they pass on the highway. Each song is either told with a smile and a hint of regret; or in sadness with a dash of optimism. That’s the trouble with reflection – happy memories can often bring a sense of sadness that those times have passed, while sad memories bring regret that they happened. Thinking about the past is lose-lose in this context.
Mark Oliver Everett puts it much better:
It’s also about hanging on to my remaining shreds of sanity and the blue sky that comes the day after a terrible storm, and it’s a love letter to life itself, in all its beautiful, horrible glory.
The tour which followed the album, Eels With Strings, is one of my favourite gigs of all time. It was raw, punchy, and at times hilarious (Everett is as good as any comedian between songs). It gave new life to the songs without losing their structure. The string arrangements added new life to the older songs, while unconventional percussion instruments (a suitcase kickdrum!) kept it down to earth, fresh and unique.
Prior to Blinking Lights, I was only really familiar with Eels’ Daisies of the Galaxy, a bright and sweet album which I had enjoyed but never loved. Following Blinking Lights I went on to explore the rest of his discography in depth. I became a huge fan of his entire body of work prior. There wasn’t a song I didn’t know. Unfortunately though, Blinking was so good it became hard to top, and my interest waned with subsequent albums.
But my love of Eels lives on in other artists such as Kishi Bashi and Big Thief – and Blinking Lights and Other Revelations will always bring a tear, and a smile, to my face.
My key albums list seeks to identify albums which I loved from beginning to end, which made an impact on me musically, lyrically and thematically, and sometimes even opened my ears to new sounds and new artists. Often they were paired with a highly memorable live show. It’s not necessarily representative of what I might consider my favourites in a traditional sense, although that is possible.